I hate to admit that i have very limited time with my children. Weekdays starts by sending them to daycare at 0645hrs and fetch at 1815hrs. I always anticipate for weekends and counting days. Most precious time where I can spent wholly with them. Tho there is no special activities, just lay down watching tv, bathing them, preparing their breakfast, shouting at them or listening to their whining. I just love to be with them.
They grow so fast. Amirul 4 and Widad 2.They start to be independent and want to do thing by themselves. Besides working at office, I also have to work at home as a mother to Amirul & Widad and wifey to Mr Hubby. Working as a mother is the most challenging task that i need to do. Why its challenging at least to me???
Limited time to Optimize the Unconditional Love
9 hours at daycare, 4hours with me. I always dream to see they grow in front of me. Within 4 hours I need to divide between Amirul and Widad plus Mr Hubby. Fuhh. I love to hugs and kisses them as well as my favorite alarm ‘ pinch of love’ huhu. Activities such cleaning the mess toys, tickle game or cocooning under the blanket is our best game. We laugh, we cry, we shouting is how i justify that they received my unconditional love
Limited time to Feed Family with Foods of Love
Cooking a great foods with tasty taste is always my dream. Feeding Amirul & Widad with fresh and healthy foods of love sometimes null and impossible to do. But, Mr Hubby always remind me that I’m not a 5 star chef that the foods always taste tasty and delicious. The important here is healthy foods with lots of love. Every day is nasi goreng or mee goreng that I ensure to put vegie and protien and Scott Emulsion for supplementing insufficient vitamins. When they asking for more rice/mee is how I justify that they love my foods.
Limited time to Give Amirul & Widad with the Best Education
Home-school my children is always my dream. Teaching, singing, perform solat, reading Al-Quran, and explore their creativity together is most thing that I want to do. The time is so limited,the best solution is generalize the activities between Amirul & Widad. They enjoy the activities , they fighting each other, they sharing tools together is how i justify that I’m giving them the BEST education of all
Now they sleep and I’m seeing the peace through their face
I knew Amirul understand that I need to work so that I can buy him lots of Dino toys
I knew Widad understand that I need to work so that I can buy good foods for her